- I don’t really like children all that much; only if there’s an emotional attachment (only nephews, friends' kids, etc).
- I fear I will wake up at 50 and wish I'd had children.
- I think I would be a shitty mother.
- I fear growing old by myself.
- I'm afraid I'll be poor when I retire.
- I am afraid that if I don’t lose the weight now, no one will ever love me in time to keep me from growing old by myself.
- I’m afraid that if I lose the weight and someone falls in love with me, I will secretly resent them forever for only loving skinny me.
- I’m think it’s inevitable that I will die of cancer or heart disease.
- I’m afraid I’ll always be in love with him.
- I’m scared that I’m losing touch with some of my closest friends because I moved out of state.
- I feel sad when I think about my other friends having kids because I know it will take them further away from me.
- I still fantasize about marrying a millionaire and never having to work again.
- I’m afraid if I didn’t have to work I’d go mad and/or gain 500 pounds.
- I think I’m unlovable—ultimately, men have always chosen mates other than me.
- I am often torn between lonely and grateful for my solitude.
- I’m too attached to my cat.
- Sometimes I really wonder what the point of it all is.
- I don’t like my job.
- I’m afraid something will happen to one of my parents and I won’t be able to get there in time.
- I feel very disconnected right now.
- I'm afraid I will never be published.
- I worry that my nephews won't like me when they get older.
- PMS kicks my ass.
Monday, May 14, 2007
secret thoughts
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Maybe this will make you laugh. When I read your first line I thought it said 'chicken' instead of children and then I wondered why'd you regret waking up at 50 not having had chicken because at 50 you can still eat chicken.
I think many of the same things too, except the children/chicken thing. I don't like the first and I like the second :)
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